Riding the Memory Loop

Acrylic and mixed media on canvas
31" x 50"
2025

A colorful painting of a carousel with a woman riding a carousel horse. The carousel is ornate with gold details and lights, and several other horses are visible around her.

Riding the Memory Loop is a visually stunning piece about leaving home and returning, yet things are not quite the same. Buildings have changed, people have moved on, and it's as if you've returned to an unfamiliar place. You've returned home, but it feels as though everyone and everything has moved on without you and you're stuck on a never-ending carousel that will never stop spinning. In this piece, I attempt to capture the feeling of returning home and being stuck in time, while everyone else has moved forward and moved on. 

I left my home in the United Kingdom during the summer of 2022 and since returning, Newcastle hasn't felt quite the same since. This painting encapsulates this complex feeling through the use of vibrant colours, alongside masterful techniques and the use of modelling paste and a gold leaf finish.